To say that I have been in a funk the last couple of days would be an understatement. More often than not a bad day doesn't get to me, and I can usually get through it without giving it too much energy. For some odd reason Tuesday and Wednesday felt like I was trying to run full speed through water; moving but frustrated at how difficult it was to move, see, and breathe.
At almost every turn, interaction, and reaction I felt unproductive. Thinking about it now, I feel like I did not show up for the people I work with, for, and alongside. That is more frustrating than anything. Feeling like I performed less than my capabilities is annoying me to the point, where I start to doubt and second guess myself. Arrgghh!!!! I need to get perspective. What's a couple of bad days worth to me? There are people who have dealt with more, and deal with more than I can possibly imagine. They would die for the problems that I have. So what do I do next? Same thing they do, and you guys do when you have a tough day. Fight!
"One step, one punch, one round at a time." - Rocky Balboa
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